A text asking me if I think they are pretty :..
I hate that question, because I’m beyond picky and can be quite shallow.
Also, when people tack on the word “honestly” I find it hard to soften the blow.
So yea I try and be nice and say something along the lines of I think you have pretty things about you but I personally am not attracted to you….. and then they ask the magical questions “why?”
WTF do you enjoy having someone pick you apart and tell you everything they find wrong with you.
I generally try to be a nice person and not rip peoples self esteem to shreds, though I’ve been known to do it on occasion when I felt it necessary, but in general I don’t enjoy it.
It doesn’t make me fell good knowing I’m telling someone what I think is ugly about them.
Gahhh sooo please don’t ask me I wont tell you unless I truly need to.
If what I find unattractive about you has to do with you throwing your life away I will tell you that in very vivid colourful words. lmao
“Well, I’ve been dead
For such a long time
Been dead
Such a long, longtime
And I
Don’t want to die again
No, I
Don’t want to die once again
Don’t want to breathe
To drown once more
Don’t want to believe
To be lied to once more
Don’t want to see
To be blind again
Don’t want to hear hi
Just to say good-bye again
Cause it’s been such a long time Since, I have felt this alive
I’ve been alive so many times
And as many times
I have died
Inside
And now, I lie awake
As I wonder
When I wake
What will I discover
Will I be dead
Will I be alive
Will she be here by my side
Cause, I’ve been dead for such a long time
Been dead
Such a long, long time
And I
Don’t want to live again
No, I
Don’t want to live once again
Merely, to die
One more time
Inside”
Copyrightt 2002 Steve Giacomini
in primis in rem in saecula saeculorum inter alia interalios internos in toto mirabile nisi omnia mutantur nos et mutamur inillis. cogito ergo sum de profundis inarticulo mortis horrible dictu hors de combat appassionato cum laude adnauseam ad astra per aspera afortiori
translation
among the first proceedings against a thing rather than a person, forever, and ever, among other things, among others, between us completely, entirely, wonderful, unless, all things change and we change with them. i exist out of depths on the point of death horrible to relate, out of the fight passionately with praise, with honor to the point of disgust to the stars through difficult places with greater reason all the more.
You ever wonder why you wonder? I have as of late. I wonder why I play with thoughts inside my head. Why I lead myself to believe things that will never be. Why I climb to the top then jump off the edge, till I fall farther then i was before. Why I set myself up for disappointment. Why I believe in love… I wonder what life would be like without wonder without possibilities… I wonder who I am suppose to become and if I’ve already failed. I just wonder.
